3.10pm

Gotokal stalk kore or profile khule dekhi, ekta post share koreche jekhane ekti mey likheche "se nischoi asbe ank surprise niye". Tate rply diyeche "ami 1000 adjust korleo asbe na". 1000 adjust? Just koyekta sorto mane bolechilam paris ni. Osot mal sala.
Tobe kal theke prochondo mon kharap. Eto kharap lagche vebe, je ki swapno dekhechilm r ki hoye gelo r ki hote choleche jibon ta. Dekha jak, aar 18 din samay ache haat e.

11.08pm

Amar e proticchobi. Amar deyal e, eka ekti bench e bose, sara jibon er moton. Sob hariye niswo hoye, ei e to ami.

11.07pm

Ajke kono kakur bou mara galo. Khub kharap lagchilo, sosane giye eto mon kharap lagchilo. Manus er sob kichu ek jhotkay kivabe sesh hoye jaay. Mon kharap lagchilo or jnyo o, or chobi te fb te stalk kore dekhlam, kichu ekta peyche office e, koto khusi dekhacche.
Bari thekeo ebar kaj er jonyo chap dicche.. kaj dekhbo, ami oke biye korte parini, aar krboo na, tai kaj ta korbo, ja salary debe tate amar ekar pet sara jibon chole jabe. Chaliye debo.
Vogoban amay kichui deyni, borong ja chilo tar sob tai chhiniye niyeche borabor e. Ami oke aaj o valobasi, basboo, onyo kauke biye kore chole geleo basbo, kauke biye korbo na, i have decided ami ekai thakbo, sara jibon ami ekai thakbo.

10.44am

Wbcs er result e naam elo naa. Amar monehoy or deoya obhishaap gulo lege jacche. Mon theke diyechilo to, konodin e govt servce hbe na. Last rail er ta dekhbo... Naa hole ami sotyi e suicide korbo.
Vogoban je kano amay ei paap er jonme bachiye rekheche. Amy bodhoy dogdhe dogdhe marte chaiche, nah, ami sei sujog debo na... Ami e ek jhotkay more jabo.
Amake torture anek kora hoyeche aar na. ar kauke sujog debo na, vogoban keo na...

11.27pm

Etodin dhore msg korchilo, valo nei, aj or fb profile e stalk korlam dekhi, shopping mall er chobi, cheharay jella, aladai bepar separ.... Kothay dukkho... Chobi ta dekhe mon e holo, selfie ta ekti chelei tuleche.... Natok baj sala.... Aste de khali 18th Jul, emon vabe tooe tyag korbo, je keu kauke kkhno koreni.

11.00pm

Ajke jani na kano khub mon kharap korche.... Khali etai mone hocche, kivabe sob kichu bodle galo?  Aaj o miss kori toke thakte pari na toke chara, tao aaj o sob kichute tokei dekhi...
Hoyto akhn kono sei sob kaje byasto ja ami kkhno korte baron korechilam. Hoyto akhn ure beras dana mele onyo karor akashe, ar ami? Jekhane fele chole gechili, sei khanei roye gelam.

9.33am

9 tarikh giye 11 tarikh ghure elm Digha theke, ami chintu rintu biswajeet r amit bose. Besh valo laglo. Kal theke besh jor. Khub mone porchilo amy ektu mathay haat buliye dibi? Ba buke matha dibi... Akhn mne hoy sob e to mithye. Dighay giyeo mone hocchilo proti pode pode phn sb e ar nei.
Dighay giye eota odvut feel hcchilo, aar jano karor sathe ghurte jete icche kore na. Khub mone hcchilo ekai ghuri, ekai thaki. Nah, aar kokhono kauke ghurte jete bolbo na, ekai jabo.. keu bolle tokhon alada bepar. 😑 Eka thakai valo, kono expectations nei, kicchu nei. Khub valo.